Still water runs deep:*//

Thursday, January 22, 2009

真搞不懂，为什么，到现在还会被梦吵醒？为什么，我刚开始觉得可能自己能开始学会接受的时候，却发现到自己时还不能放手，还不能接受的呢？

为什么，有时候，感觉到好像生命常拿自己来开玩笑-而且是个残忍的玩笑？

真搞不清楚，有时候连自己在想什么也不懂，只知道，三更半夜迷迷糊糊爬出床的感觉，又不能回去睡的感觉，很辛苦。

每天睡觉之前会祈祷，会叫神保佑，叫他帮我学会应该放手时，就放手。应该放开的东西，就放开。但每次以为可以开始放开的时候，每次以为自己能够控制感情和想法的时候，每次以为可能自己可以再学会慢慢一步一步站起来从新再来的时候，却会在自己无法控制的梦发现到我还是没这个能力。

梦，真的很神奇。真的是种了解不到的东西。

可能是心理还有太多没有回答或无法回答的问题吧。

现在要准备去上班了，希望被恶梦吵醒之后，今天会比较好。新的一天，新的开始！走之前，很想对读者说：我请求耶稣保佑你，给你过得开开心心，给你你所需要的力量度过日子，渡过难关，给你天天能够向他学习，学会怎么靠近他，怎么依赖他。

谢谢耶稣-我爱你。

the waterfall neva stops --- we should never stop movin on too
at 7:24 AM

Good Ol' Me
-Christian
-Student @ University Of Melbourne (2008)
-Born on 24th Aug 1990, no idea what time. Turning 18 in 2008
-tennis, piano, guitar..
-chatterbox, outrageous, insane
-imma good girl -Daddy's girl~ -just ME. *curtseys* =D
loves
Loves God, family, friends,(huge) soft toys =)..
I love talking, socializing, chit chit chat chat..
fav hangout = none really, its the company that matters

I like the rain - just a little shower, gentle droplets.
I like running in it..Jumping, dancing, singing.
I like the way it makes you feel free..
Spinning myself round and round, believing I can fly..
I like..the cool wind embracing my face
and the pitter patter of the droplets on my skin

I want to have a closer walk with God
God is real, I believe it. Amen! I want to draw nearer to Him
I want to shine his glory, so that all may see that I am a child of God!
God is awesome!

my heart. my mind. my body. my soul. my God.